I have often felt dubious of the various e-celebrities that claim to be National Socialists or something similar. This was partly because i was unsure what national socialism really was and partly because of the behaviour of these people.
I would set aside my doubts as unfounded and told myself i still had much to learn. I ignored the warnings of my inner voice and dismissed the accusations others made as simple noise or misinformation.
I can no longer do this.
I have developed a level of knowledge and awareness that matches my inner voice and tells me the truth. These people are charlatans. They are every bit merchants of the same filth as always with a different wrapping.
So what to do when those i believed in turn out to be worthless?
I have realised that in looking for a leader i relinquished my own will and agency, such as it is.
I became a useful idiot and for what? To mitigate my own weakness.
While it is certain i will make mistakes again i will never make this mistake again.
When everything else is gone i have my own self to rely on.
Guided by healthy cynicism and suspicion i will evaluate them based on their character and actions, not words.
If they want my trust and support they must earn it.
Though my knowledge is far from complete i will trust what i have; my self and my own judgement even though it will sometimes be wrong.
Credulity is the host of lies.
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